beautiful bones

This blog makes me so sad. Its such a trigger.

Mon, 25 Feb 2013 22:23:05 -0500

This blog makes me so sad. Its such a trigger.

Reasons for leaving this blog.

Tue, 08 Jan 2013 00:10:38 -0500

Looking back on this blog makes me so upset. I’m still losing weight, but I’m doing it the healthy way this time. A proper diet and regular exercise is the ONLY way you can lose weight and KEEP it off. Trust me, I know from experience. A pattern of restrict, binge/purge will only satisfy you for so long. You will hit a plateau, and you will stop losing weight. You will probably become really frustrated at this point, so before you do anything rash… feel free to join me on my journey to a healthier life. Here’s to Beautiful Beginnings! xo

good thing I’m in the mood to kill myself.

Mon, 19 Nov 2012 23:29:10 -0500

good thing I’m in the mood to kill myself.

I’ve lost close to 12 pounds in just over a month. Now just need to start working out and...

Mon, 13 Aug 2012 19:28:57 -0400

I’ve lost close to 12 pounds in just over a month. Now just need to start working out and toning. To be honest this has been unintentional. I’ve been eating around 800-1000 calories the past two weeks only because I sleep all day so I eat a small “breakfast” when I wake up and dinner with my family.

Found a photo of me probably at my lowest… I want that...

Sat, 23 Jun 2012 19:26:58 -0400

Found a photo of me probably at my lowest… I want that body back. Yes, I was fucking sick and ate close to nothing but I would honestly kill for that body back. I look like a whale now.

I’ve been struggling so much lately. Just kill me already.

Sat, 23 Jun 2012 19:25:51 -0400

I’ve been struggling so much lately. Just kill me already.

Need some thinspiration. I’m at an all time low when it comes to my weight and my body. I have...

Wed, 13 Jun 2012 20:47:56 -0400

Need some thinspiration. I’m at an all time low when it comes to my weight and my body. I have no time to workout with all this school work, I’ve been stress eating like crazy and the fucking horrible part is I don’t care. But I will care when I keep getting fatter. Fix me!

mom regarding sisters new found habit of cutting: “If she gets one more cut because of you I...

Mon, 28 May 2012 09:28:10 -0400

mom regarding sisters new found habit of cutting: “If she gets one more cut because of you I don’t know what I’ll do!” Thanks.

36 days since I’ve last cut and I’m currently breaking down.

Thu, 17 May 2012 20:55:02 -0400

36 days since I’ve last cut and I’m currently breaking down.

It's days like this where I think suicide is the best option.

Sat, 05 May 2012 12:10:41 -0400

Tonight I was hanging out with some guys and we were just chatting about hot girls at my school. I...

Fri, 27 Apr 2012 00:19:49 -0400

Tonight I was hanging out with some guys and we were just chatting about hot girls at my school. I kept bringing up girls I thought were pretty, and lots of them they would say “no she’s gotten fat”, I swear these girls are just average weight now who were too skinny before. Another few they went “ew they cut, that’s so fucked”… No fucking wonder girls feel so much pressure to have the perfect body, guys are so judgemental.

-thin-: Starve, lose, recover, gain. Starve, lose, recover, gain. It’s a vicious cycle that I fear...

Thu, 19 Apr 2012 23:02:36 -0400

-thin-:

Starve, lose, recover, gain. Starve, lose, recover, gain. It’s a vicious cycle that I fear I may never escape.

Photo

Wed, 18 Apr 2012 23:16:09 -0400

Suicide is probably my best option.

Wed, 18 Apr 2012 19:04:45 -0400

Suicide is probably my best option.

Photo

Wed, 18 Apr 2012 19:04:16 -0400

Photo

Mon, 16 Apr 2012 23:27:34 -0400

hausofkyrstonxoxo: Hey look, it’s me…

Mon, 16 Apr 2012 23:01:51 -0400

hausofkyrstonxoxo:

Hey look, it’s me…

So this just happened. I went on a date with this guy and everything...

Mon, 16 Apr 2012 22:11:40 -0400

Him: Alright. I'm gonna stop talking to you so you don't blog about me to all your followers.

Me: lurk more wtf

Him: Yeah cause I look at your blog. I did when we talked. And then after reading I realized how fucked up you were

My hair won’t stop falling out…. shit.

Sun, 15 Apr 2012 23:06:52 -0400

My hair won’t stop falling out…. shit.

recovered-hope: This is powerful.

Sun, 15 Apr 2012 01:02:06 -0400

recovered-hope:

This is powerful.